I Had a Baby (part 2)

I want to share my story with you for two reasons. 1) I want to be bold and honest in my experience because there are too many women on social media portraying an easy/glamorous/perfect birth. There is no such thing. We are all human. 2) I had so much fear leading up to this moment that if I could do it all over again, I’d let the fear go and welcome the experience more.

All I knew going into this was: 1) The plan is to have no plan. Expectations are never good for any situation, and emergencies can happen. 2) I don’t want any drugs. Epidural…preferably not, but definitely no actual drugs.

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I Had a Baby (part 1)

So when my husband Rhett and I decided to start trying to get pregnant I was super excited! We couldn’t wait to have a baby!!!!! The thought of being a Mommy was (and still is) the most exciting and wonderful gift I could possibly be given. I still can’t think of a better adventure.

Let me start out with saying that I had (possibly still have) 2 fears. Fear #1 Barfing. Fear #2 Giving birth. So you can see how this would be a bit of a challenge for me (insert nervous, sweaty chuckle here).

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My first Blog

I’ve been wanting to blog for a while…but having a baby has me pretty busy these days (best kind of busy ever). SO, after a while of much thought, distraction, preparation, procrastination and some planning, here I am…finally doing it!

Some of you may know, and some of you may not know…after my season of America’s Next Top Model started airing, I had a pretty bomb diggydig blog, which was TONS of fun! It was a blog about the show, as well as my modeling endeavors, many world travels and fashion events.
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